A struggle to move

I have been having a hard time just getting out of bed. I hit another big slump and funk. Not sure why, except that part of it is the time of year with less daylight. Thought I was fine with this for a while. That uphill part of life’s roller coaster ride didn’t last long.

But I keep pushing. Today I was telling myself over and over in my head to just get up. Until I finally got up. I try to get up before the kids now to do my devotions, yoga, and get dressed. Sometimes that means getting up around 5/5:30. But it makes for an at least somewhat better day.

The way I’ve felt lately, though? I haven’t wanted to go anywhere, do anything, see anyone, etc. I keep finding myself trying to come up with excuses.

But it’s not gonna work. I gotta push push push. Mind over matter. Push.

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